宝贝 ❤️

The other day when I was half asleep/awake in the middle of the night, you were hugging the bolster, then you passed it to me and put my hand over it, cover my legs with blanket (though i was quite warm la), and kiss me on my forehead. That moment, I knew that there was no one else I want more than you. 我爱你宝贝. 

O levels

Stupid shitty timetable. Pink lines are to divide up the weeks. 

Let's be fucking done with this shit, another 21 more days. 

Hi everybody I'm back!!! Seems like every time this part of the year comes around i'll be back to blogging hahaha. Why? Because again la, very stressful hahaha, its my prelims now in preparation for my O levels and im almost done! Left with 2 papers, f&n and science MCQ! Oh not to forget my SPA (science practical!) Can't wait to be able to do all the things i love again! Clubbing, tonning and my latest hobby, pool-ing! Hehehe swear after this major exams i'll play like there's no tomorrow! I know exams sure end very fast one! It'll be like before i know it! It's 28th August now and I'm graduating from secondary a day less than a month! Cannot wait hehehe. Then i'll have my study break in Oct then the dreaded exams will come! But till then, lets still study and play hard!!!

I'll leave y'all with a video. Crazy Kids - Ke$ha

Trips (KL & Gentings)

This year I went to KL twice, once in March, once in June (21st to 23rd), then I went to Gentings on the 25th June. It's been really nice just traveling with my best friend, Johanna, on both KL trips and my boyfriend, Melvin on the Gentings trip. 

Now I can't wait to be on my next trip, maybe again to KL, or any other parts of Malaysia. I'm planning to head to Hong Kong again with my boyfriend at the end of this year but I'm really fine with just traveling about anywhere. I just need to have the ability to travel with the people I love. I enjoy every minute of it just being away from norm, and experiencing the thrill of just being with my friends. No adults, just us. There's no end to it, 

I want to be done with my Os because it's ruining my life. I want to have the time again to plan more trips. I want to go traveling with my favorite people. I want to feel what's it's like living life again. I want it all back. 

Here's some pictures from my trips, I've been looking at them and I really really want to go back, it's killing me.

(KL 2nd trip first, then gentings)

Our awesome coach to KL!! You can book it from any Five Stars agencies. We booked our coach and hotel separately it wasn't a package as it was cheaper. 

En route to KL!! With her CK's jacket and my ManU jacket!

Central market on the first day we reached! It was pretty far and hard to find but we asked for directions, daringly!

The wooden postcards we mailed back to our families!! Hers. 

Mine.

Glad we mailed them ourselves (the shop was going to mail it for us but we declined for safety purpose!) 

The mail box is so old school!! Where to find here in Singapore!

Fish spa in Central Market, 5RM per person for 10 minutes. We spent half the time trying to persuade ourselves to put our feet in! It was damn ticklish! 

A picture on the second level of CM. 

Day two of our KL trip!! We headed to Berjaya Time Square in the morning! And got our tickets to Time Square theme park!!

Bloody roller coaster with a 360 loop Johanna forced me to take. 

Space walker, another 360. Also another one of Johanna's ideas. 

Our Omaru ice cream!! It's damn special, you guys have to try it if you go to KL Time Square! It's on the basement level!!

This is the photo of the West wing floors, the East wing has more. 

Back to Chinatown! Our favorite Chee Chong Fun from this street store! Sells out very quickly!! 

Third day when we had to check out at 12pm and our coach was only coming at 3pm! We went to Starbucks with masks because the haze was spreading over to KL! 

-End of KL-

-Start of Gentings-

Didn't take photos on our way there, but here's the picture of our hotel room on the first night! Hotel was pretty small! 

Our new matching reddish/maroon converse high cut shoes! 

Pictures at the Believe it or not! on the last level of the gentings mall. It's really interesting, one in particular I remembered was that they had an actual lock of George Washington, one of the past US presidents hair! 

View of gentings highland on the fifth floor of our hotel lift lobby!!

That's all!! See you guys soon! 

L.I.F.E

Hi guys, I don't know if there's gonna be anyone reading my posts, but I sincerely hope there is because I've been a horrible person for procrastinating and not uploading new posts on my blog for like months? I have no idea when's the last time.

Anyways I was just looking back on a few of my posts not long ago and I really, really, miss those times. It's like I wish I could turn back the hinge of time, back till where I was my happiest. I'm not saying I'm happy now, but I just really miss those times. Going out after school, doing those crazy things, I WANT it back. :( it's like we're all in different places now, different schools, I really wish I had treasured those times more. But I guess it's no more.

Right now, I'm attached to the most amazing guy ever and I really love him. I'll never want to leave him, I'll never want this to end. It's our 42nd days together now and I can't believe I've bonded this quickly with a person. I want a low key relationship so I'll keep my thoughts private on this but baby, I'm not sure if you'll read this because you don't have my blog but I have to say this, I really love you and I can never imagine myself without you. You're everything I want and need.

I don't want to bore y'all with my life right now, because it's just studies, studies, studies and more studies. I feel myself losing it. It's so hard nowadays, and I don't know how I'll get through it, but I know I will. "You'll never know how strong you're until being strong is the only option you have." It's double the stress and all, but I know exactly what I want at the end of the days, a good certificate to carry with me for life. And if giving my all for this few months is what it'll take, you can bet your bottom dollar I'll be buying this.
I know I know it feels as if I don't have time for anything anymore, but it's the last 100m and I wouldn't want to throw away my past few hundreds meters for my last lap so I'll be giving my all. Going for Chinese intensive recently made me realize how it may seem difficult in the beginning, but when you step into the exam hall, you feel so ready, so prepared and you know you have given your all so the results wouldn't matter. That's all I need to know. This means that even if I get a D7, I'll still be proud of myself for surviving all the shit and getting through it. Sometimes, the outcome doesn't matter, it's the lessons you picked up through the journey. It's worth more than getting good grades. So with this, I'll end off, I really hope you'll guys will take my not-as-perfect advice and just ponder on your days ahead and what you feel like you want to see in yourself after this tough battles.
Till then, I wish you all the best, no promises, but I'll blog soon enough.

It's been awhile

Hello everyone!! Really really sorry, I've been too caught up in life till I've forgotten about blogging, well, not entirely.

Recently, last Saturday I went on a trip to KL with Johanna and we had so much fun! It was a 2D1N thing so time passed really really quickly though I wished we could have stayed longer.

We booked the trip on last Wednesday, so it was pretty last minute! On Saturday morning I woke up at 5plus 6 in the morning to prepare! I was so excited~ met Johanna at Serangoon and off we went to Golden Mile Complex for the coach!
What we didn't know was we got upgraded from the SVIP coach to the Executive coach, it was so so comfortable. Fell asleep all the way there~ reached KL at around 2plus, checked in our awesome hotel and left to have KFC nearby, then we walked to their Chinatown! Didn't buy anything except chestnuts (broke my nails cracking them) AHAHA.
Went back to hotel to check out their restaurant, spa and their gym!
Headed to the Nando's nearby our hotel to have dinner cause it was raining slightly and we didn't want to go far. HAD A GREAT MEALLLL. Was so filling we each took away a piece from our portion back to the hotel! Dropped the food off at our hotel and headed to the hotel bar for a drink! We were the only two there and it was so relaxing!
Returned back to the hotel and cause we brought along two cup noodles in case we didn't want to have to bring it back so we ate again! Plus the chicken.

Set the hotel wake up call at 7am and we woke up, washed up, headed down for their buffet breakfast which was good~ then headed the opposite direction from Chinatown but we realized there was nothing there! So we ran around the hotel, checking out stuff, taking pictures then sat down for cake and eclairs! After which we headed to Chinatown again and bought shirts, for the guys only cause it was all men clothing! Then back to hotel, packed out stuff (we had to check out at 12pm) took our stuff and went to the nearby Starbucks! Went back to hotel lobby to wait for the coach which wasn't as comfortable.
Stopped through at Yong Peng and we had to pee, toilet fucking gross.
We went back to the bus and climbed up, only to realize we were on the real bus, took us a few minutes to find our coach, and we set off in half an hour.

It was a totally uncalled for trip but I really really enjoyed it. I'm definitely going back again I love it (: bye for now!!

My other pictures are on my other phone so I'm sorry I can't post. Gonna snap some Polaroid pictures though~

Boy am I addicted!

Hello everybodyyy,
Today post really gonna be lengthy, exit if you don't wanna read it, now.

I'm missing you like crazy even though we met last Saturday and it feels like shit knowing I can't have you. What is wrong with me? I swear to god this heartache is worst than any physical pain I've ever felt. Like guys, do you feel this as well? I can't stand it, it's like you are near but far for me to reach, I wake up in the middle of the night thinking about you then with a broken heart I fall back to sleep. It's this bad okay I'm telling y'all. IT SUCKS LIKE CRAP. I've never actually wanted someone this bad before.
It breaks my heart thinking of you with her man.

Today I've decided to let go and move on, put simply, giving up. It's pointless for me to even try to be with you. I just hope you will be happy with her. You guys have came a long way from a year ago and I don't want to be the break between you guys, I can't imagine putting myself in her shoes and since I know what a nice girl she is as well, I hope both of them will last long and be happy.
But till then, I'll be missing you like a never ending stairs to the sky. I miss the times we had together, yes it was short but it was sweet and I'll never forget it.
I still don't know why I wake up feeling so happy everyday though, is it the thought of another day of knowing you, being with you?

Seems like this post isn't going to be so lengthy though. I wish crazy girl was here with me now, she never fail to always be there for me and I miss her so much. I know she's probably feeling the same way as I feel to him now, but that's another story.
Cheers to my baby, we'll ride over this together.

Pandora <3<3

I bought my Pandora bracelet! <3 thank god I bought it early cause the crown charm I wanted was selling out really fast, I called the Raffles outlet and they had no stocks so I called the MBS outlet.

I went down and they realized they only had one crown left which was reserved and I got so f*cking pissed I was gonna kill the bitches.
Than my mum found the reserved one in the box and asked since it was reserved since 17/01/13 if they could check the lady still wants it. And apparently the woman bought it from another outlet already, how irresponsible of her not to even notify the outlet that reserved it for that bitch.

So yeah I bought it, Sterling Silver bracelet, Crown charm and a silver safety clip! I freaking love it! I also pre ordered the crown charm for Johanna, cause there wasn't anymore :'( but it will probably come before she comes back from her trip.

I'm logging off now, till then, bye! ^^

I miss you! </3

Hi y'all the weather has been really really nice for the weekend, so chilly and rainy I love it. Enjoy the breeze before the weather turn unbearably hot.

Yesterday I sent Johanna off to her 2-months-Vancouver-trip and I'm so depressed right now! :'( Two whole months without her nonsense is pure torture. Anyways before she flew off we bought matching rings and it's so pretty I love it. I'll never take it off (except during school hours or I'll never see it again!) for the next 2 months. That's my resolution for January 2013 till March 2013.
I also framed up pictures we took in a large white frame, there were so many pictures I couldn't fit all and had to overlap them.

When she's gone also means I get to save money cause my cash has been depleting way too fast! (Pizza Hut, Pastamania, Goemon, Hoshino Coffee!) I'm saving up $177 starting tomorrow for my Pandora bracelet that I have recently got super attracted to, when Johanna gets her Internet up then we'll she if she likes the charm I chose cause we already settled on the Sterling Silver bracelet! I really can't wait to go buy it when she gets back.

So anyways that's all for now! I'll attach pictures below!