Boy am I addicted!

Hello everybodyyy,
Today post really gonna be lengthy, exit if you don't wanna read it, now.

I'm missing you like crazy even though we met last Saturday and it feels like shit knowing I can't have you. What is wrong with me? I swear to god this heartache is worst than any physical pain I've ever felt. Like guys, do you feel this as well? I can't stand it, it's like you are near but far for me to reach, I wake up in the middle of the night thinking about you then with a broken heart I fall back to sleep. It's this bad okay I'm telling y'all. IT SUCKS LIKE CRAP. I've never actually wanted someone this bad before.
It breaks my heart thinking of you with her man.

Today I've decided to let go and move on, put simply, giving up. It's pointless for me to even try to be with you. I just hope you will be happy with her. You guys have came a long way from a year ago and I don't want to be the break between you guys, I can't imagine putting myself in her shoes and since I know what a nice girl she is as well, I hope both of them will last long and be happy.
But till then, I'll be missing you like a never ending stairs to the sky. I miss the times we had together, yes it was short but it was sweet and I'll never forget it.
I still don't know why I wake up feeling so happy everyday though, is it the thought of another day of knowing you, being with you?

Seems like this post isn't going to be so lengthy though. I wish crazy girl was here with me now, she never fail to always be there for me and I miss her so much. I know she's probably feeling the same way as I feel to him now, but that's another story.
Cheers to my baby, we'll ride over this together.

Pandora <3<3

I bought my Pandora bracelet! <3 thank god I bought it early cause the crown charm I wanted was selling out really fast, I called the Raffles outlet and they had no stocks so I called the MBS outlet.

I went down and they realized they only had one crown left which was reserved and I got so f*cking pissed I was gonna kill the bitches.
Than my mum found the reserved one in the box and asked since it was reserved since 17/01/13 if they could check the lady still wants it. And apparently the woman bought it from another outlet already, how irresponsible of her not to even notify the outlet that reserved it for that bitch.

So yeah I bought it, Sterling Silver bracelet, Crown charm and a silver safety clip! I freaking love it! I also pre ordered the crown charm for Johanna, cause there wasn't anymore :'( but it will probably come before she comes back from her trip.

I'm logging off now, till then, bye! ^^

I miss you! </3

Hi y'all the weather has been really really nice for the weekend, so chilly and rainy I love it. Enjoy the breeze before the weather turn unbearably hot.

Yesterday I sent Johanna off to her 2-months-Vancouver-trip and I'm so depressed right now! :'( Two whole months without her nonsense is pure torture. Anyways before she flew off we bought matching rings and it's so pretty I love it. I'll never take it off (except during school hours or I'll never see it again!) for the next 2 months. That's my resolution for January 2013 till March 2013.
I also framed up pictures we took in a large white frame, there were so many pictures I couldn't fit all and had to overlap them.

When she's gone also means I get to save money cause my cash has been depleting way too fast! (Pizza Hut, Pastamania, Goemon, Hoshino Coffee!) I'm saving up $177 starting tomorrow for my Pandora bracelet that I have recently got super attracted to, when Johanna gets her Internet up then we'll she if she likes the charm I chose cause we already settled on the Sterling Silver bracelet! I really can't wait to go buy it when she gets back.

So anyways that's all for now! I'll attach pictures below!