Benefits

Harrow everyone I'm back! ^^ are you happy?
Okay so today, if you continue to read on, I'm going to rant about something I ABSOLUTELY HATE. You can exit now if you don't want to feel as if this post is going to ruin your day.
And all those sticking with me here's what I hate.

You know what I hate? People who involve themselves with others for the benefit of themselves. Either they knew they were gonna benefit out if it, or they chose to be stupid. Ya know what I mean? I'll explain further, how would you feel if you are famous (okay, this is just an example) and someone whom you don't actually like OR rather they don't really like you, (and you know that) stick with you for the benefits? (I don't have to explain this part.) This example is kinda lame, but think of another situation, someone that may be living a better life/more fortunate than you. Grabbing at every opportunity without feeling the shame for SHORT TERM benefits. You know I do actually already start seeing the reasons behind your decisions, it's just plain for-the-benefits. And no, I'm not basing this on only one situation, it was on multiple occasions.
Come on, must you really behave like that, it makes you seem... seem like a BEGGAR, yes a beggar. People who behave this way usually like to short change people and be really really calculative.
I don't believe in being friends with a friend, with benefits. In fact, this idea makes me so nauseous I can't believe you got no shame, or ego at least, to be acting this way. It just shows that no one taught you any manners on how to behave and stop taking advantage of everything.
Yeah you may lack the financial assistance to do whatever you want but that doesn't mean that you jump at the chance of getting a free deal. I fin it so, utterly shameless. Being too greedy is not good, and people are not blind, they know who you are, and people do judge, can't you at least behave like you're not so desperate?

You know what I think? I think there's no free stuff in the world, whatever you are grabbing in now, supposedly free, you will eventually have to pay back. It's revolting, disgusting and gross being like this, you suck up to them, just cause they are giving you free stuff it's not just this time, coming to think of it, it's in everything you do, I guess it's already in built in your character,. I'm not even sure if I should be publishing this post, I'm not perfect neither is anyone else, but since you can't realize your own flaws, you need someone to point it out.
I guess it isn't really anyone's fault, maybe you were raise this way but you should realize the reason it takes so much time for people to really like and accept you.
You know once they get tired of you you'll be dumped don't you. Stop your disgusting and self benefiting actions, you know there's no free lunch in the world.
I may be giving away more than intended but honestly, I can't take this greedy character of yours anymore, I don't know how to describe it, it just brought what I thought you were to an entirely new level, and that is, a low level.
I hope this post had helped you reflect on yourself. And no, I don't hate you for this one part of your character, it's just a burned chapter in the book, it still can be salvage. Being greedy will never get you anywhere.

Thanks to those who followed me till the end.
On a happier note, we are only left with Ns levels Maths paper 2 and f&n paper, cheers to the end of ends (Ns).

I apologized for the lack of updates, just didn't get the feeling or inspiration to do an update.

Countdown: ~8 more days~