Today post really gonna be lengthy, exit if you don't wanna read it, now.
I'm missing you like crazy even though we met last Saturday and it feels like shit knowing I can't have you. What is wrong with me? I swear to god this heartache is worst than any physical pain I've ever felt. Like guys, do you feel this as well? I can't stand it, it's like you are near but far for me to reach, I wake up in the middle of the night thinking about you then with a broken heart I fall back to sleep. It's this bad okay I'm telling y'all. IT SUCKS LIKE CRAP. I've never actually wanted someone this bad before.
It breaks my heart thinking of you with her man.
Today I've decided to let go and move on, put simply, giving up. It's pointless for me to even try to be with you. I just hope you will be happy with her. You guys have came a long way from a year ago and I don't want to be the break between you guys, I can't imagine putting myself in her shoes and since I know what a nice girl she is as well, I hope both of them will last long and be happy.
But till then, I'll be missing you like a never ending stairs to the sky. I miss the times we had together, yes it was short but it was sweet and I'll never forget it.
I still don't know why I wake up feeling so happy everyday though, is it the thought of another day of knowing you, being with you?
Seems like this post isn't going to be so lengthy though. I wish crazy girl was here with me now, she never fail to always be there for me and I miss her so much. I know she's probably feeling the same way as I feel to him now, but that's another story.
Cheers to my baby, we'll ride over this together.
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